let us know how it goes, bro!Typing typing typing just trying to look busy. I am in kind of in a weird state because well I don’t know. Aight. I am at coffee cat in santa barbara and the barista is really cute. But like over the year or so of coming back here and seeing her I feel like she has been shooting more glances and giving me the vibe that she is attracted to me. I just got out of a relationship and a part of me would want to ask her out to get a drink but then I am hesitant. Oh, what, now I am gone back in Seattle and we just had a date? Or maybe it’s the social thing to do. What if she wants to be physical on that night? I can’t have sex. Other stuff maybe? I mean I can’t just hit it and quit it. I was raised better than that! Or toot it and boot it. Haha I like that saying. Maybe I am just over thinking it too much. I am good at that. Yeah I am really good at that. Wait, back on topic. Should I? I mean I am leaving on Friday so what tonight? Or tomorrow night? I just feel like I don’t have that much time for it either. The other thing is it is smart after getting out of a relationship? I mean I have moved on but you know I still have some weight. She is super cute though. Like she has a great figure and she has always been sweet to me. This morning she was even pulling the shots or my order without even asking me. Guhhh or is that the sentimentalist in me. Maybe… MAYBE. Maybe…. I should just be bold and just say HEY! YOU ARE PRETTY! That’s too strong Curtis. Be cool. How about YOU MAKE ME FEEL WEIRD INSIDE AND I WANNA TALK TO YOU ok maybe you would scare her by saying that. That is more of a desperate act. How about “Hey you know I am leaving in a couple days and I was wondering if you would like to go grab a drink and get to know each other more?” What is this? Amateur hour? Nah nah nah. Ok maybe I will just go up to her. Fly as grozit yah know? And whip off mah shades and just say YOU. ME. UHH. UHHH. Yah dig? Yeah… that’ll work. Maybe I should do that? Would it be douchie though? Couldn’t hurt to try. You know you miss 100% of the shots you never take. But what if I shoot and it ricochets and kills me? I am too young and pretty to be dead! Ok. Ok. Ok. Ok. I am just going to do it. Oh god she smiled at me…… dude she totally wants me. Or what if she is just being nice? She just smiled at me again. She tooooootally wants me. Or what if she just saw me again and we made eye contact and she reacts by smiling? Nope. Done. I am doing it. Just going to go with the amateur hour line.
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