I wasn't going to share this one but i don't know. Every time i re-read this tears come to my eyes. It's going to be hard to read the criticisms on something i wrote that has so much of my anguish in it. So much pain and questions have been jumbled into the two little stanzas below. I just got up one day last week and the pain was too much to bear so i wrote it down. I feel like i'm going to go mad just typing this right now. My head feels like it's going to explode at the injustice in the world. Why some and not others?!
Liquids pools of chocolate crystal, dark as hell
Seeing you as nothing more, than a lost and empty shell.
I look into your eyes and there is nothing there.
Are you even aware of the fact that there is someone who cares?
If you were given the chance to just lay down and die,
would you give up hope and not give life a try?
If we tried a little bit harder, could we ever get you back?
Could our love release you from the devil's attack?
Will it ever be enough, just to have tyou this way?
Will there ever be an answer for all the prayers that we'll pray?
Maybe it would be better just to let you go.
Release your soul up to heaven, to the only one who'd know,
How to end all your sorrows, and to chase away your tear.
To chase away the shadows, That are feasting on your fear.
We are mere humans who may never truly understand,
Why this happened to you. What was HIS master plan?
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