Hardest thing you're coping with??

[Hideki Motosuwa.]

What's the hardest thing in your life that you're coping with right now?? How did this problem arise, and what do you plan to do in making it better??



For me, it's depression and life in general. It's almost always been this way, and I'm still trying to make it today. I'm probably going to communicate more with my family and with my therapist about this, because I know depression is not something to be treated so lightly.

[Diocletian]

I'm gonna refrain from using anything, but my real life.Yes people I somehow have a life.My Mr.Hollywood Math teacher is akward.He talks about meeting presidents and I have a feeling I'm not gonna learn anything in that class.


I'm not gonna B.and moan about how terrible my life is because it's not.I can't say I have anyone dieing.I don't have to live paycheck to paycheck.

[-Kitsune-]

I've got quite a lot going on right now but I think the hardest thing to cope with would be trying to get my dad to leave me alone. He's in prison right now and he keeps calling and sending us letters even when I tell him to stop -.-

Then again, I'm 15 there isn't much in my life that is too unbearable. At least nothing I wanna post here.

I'm not gonna just say "life in general" is hard to cope with because it isn't always gonna be that way.

[niKopol]

I could go nuts, take everything in my blog and slap it here for a total attention wanting moment.

Hardest thing though would be the high chance of heart problems/failure and my ever decreasing muscle and bone mass.

[Sanosuke23]

My mother has cancer and will probably die.

[~*Red*~]

I've got a lot of work in my computing and history classes at high school and I have practice exams next week, so I'm stressed to the max about those things...

[International 4-8818]

Basically for me, my life has been going down hill since i was 5. My mom developed a mental illness when i was 5 and since then has just been tearing our family apart. All she does is make fun of me and call me explicit names. You can take a guess at what it is. Probably be right at what it is. Anyway, Since my family is poor we have been living in a hotel for 3 years which has been a pretty big thing for me because i have to live with my parents in one tiny room where i have no privacy. And being in this my mom alienates me for everything i do and makes me feel like crap for doing it. She doesn't let me leave the hotel at at unless it is for work or food. She never lets me see my friends and ridicules me for having friends. I got my license 6 months ago and she never lets me drive because she is trying to protect me which is utter bullcrap. Basically it is a lot of crap that i have to cope with.

[Kawairashii hikari]

Hardest thing I'm coping with is knowing that I have no 'real' best friend someone to confide in all the time.

And thats because the girl I used to say was my bff is SUCH a freakin follower when I'm not and I can't stand to hang around people like that. Even if it is her... because I have a horrible temper that can snap any minute and I might snap at her and say something regretful. And even though I hate saying, my temper 'can't be helped'.
(When I think about it almost resembles that of Rin on Furuba)

[InvaderKap]

In my case, the hardest thing is either the object of my secret admiration or who I am.

Two years ago, I could not help but deeply admire (and almost stalk) a classmate of mine, but I was too shy to talk to her. I never talked to her. Her life went on as it should, without me, just the way things should be. She's in high school by now. Last year, she used to visit the school once in a while and once embraced me for an unknown reason during one of her visits. Every time she visits, I feel a warm and thermologically "glowing" sensation, and every time she leaves, my heart is ripped out over again. I try to talk to her, but I'm just too shy, and she's just too uninterested in responding. I should have expected such a lack of response from a deviant individual like her. I still haven't gotten over her. The hole that she left within me still has not been filled with the scar tissue of time.

Additionally, there is the concept of who I am. I am very intelligent, but large, tall, muscular, and somewhat intimidating due to my physical demeanor, quiet disposition, and falsely sinister aura. Although this is what I appear to be, I am actually very gentle with others, but they don't understand that. They only see who I am on the outside, and they're scared away by it, using my intelligence and kind behavior as a reason to compliment me to get on my good side because they're afraid that I will harm them, which I find insulting. They are incapable of removing the physical stereotype of a bully from their head, which my physical appearance and false aura can easily relate to.

[Amarhyllis]

No real problems my way, just the fact that I'm utterly retarded in math. I'm having to take an entrance exam to get into a job I want that will pay a crap load of money (been trying to get on board for about 2 years) and I already failed it once by 15 points. I had no idea how to do fractions or how multiply decimals. And I had to do 14 problems of that crazy crap in like 4 minutes.
So my spirit was broken and I was cast into a wild torrent of depression.
I've always sucked a math, it's been my one academic weak spot.

But-BUT! I'm remedying it right now, for one whole week, I've had my father in law teach me fractions (how to add them, subtract, multiply, and divide them) and everyday I sit down on the couch and I do my problems.
I'm getting better and better everyday. Pretty soon I'll be confident enough to take the test again. I have a desk job waiting for me after all.

[aishiteru333]

AP English! It's so hard to catch up to an assignment that was given before school ended for the summer and me not know this until the last week of vacation... I'm going to do the assignment and get an A!!!

[Exclamation!]

A really rough recent break up.
My happiness, my warmth, my peace, my best friend and soul mate. Gone. ]: But life moves on, and I have to go with it! Just keep positive, right? :]

[Variados]

The hardest thing I have to cope with right now is what I being trying to cope for the las 13 years.. ^_^

[loveyourfate]

Having to constantly prove myself in school... and failing to do so.

[Morris]

Most likely the most difficult thing for me will be Materials 3 when I return to uni. The lecturer is not the best in the world and I dislike his style of teaching, to add to that, I was not very good in Materials 1 or 2, so I believe I will struggle.

[Capernicus]

Mine is finding the motivation to do the things that I know I need to get done within the month. Time is running out, and I am lazily not doing any of this stuff. Let me make a quick list of the stuff I need to do.

*get fingerprinted
*get a TB shot
*get a lifescan (background check)
*get my Chem 1A credit cleared
*fill out the application for more than 20 units for next quarter
*fill out the application to go over allowed units for graduation
*collect 5 letters of recommendation
*update a very outdated resume
*apply for graduation
*apply for grad school
*clean my room

I know these things range from trivial to very difficult, but I can't help but feel pressured to do them, and I think that's what's causing me to procrastinate. Ironic, no? Well, that's my answer, not much to cope with.

[SSDynamite]

My sister is going away to uni in a few weeks. :/
Apart from the holidays it's very likely we'll never live together again.
For me that's heartbreaking My sister can annoy the shizz out of me but thinking that she's leaving forever is just not fair.

[yilin]

hardest thing right now? oh my, It's my illness right now, just read my blog for the infos.... and too depress about that...

[kagomei]

what i am coping with right now is the big change of going from liveing with my parents and being there for my sisters twenty-four seven to pretty much living on my own and being a seventeen year old. also where i am right now i can horseplay around and i am used to that. i am coping with changeing my habites

[DynastyxFell]

Right now I'm trying to deal with keeping myself together and study. I'm alone all the time, unless one of my few friends decides to come visit. I don't have a car, so I can't go many places. Its just very frusterating. But, it'll be better, hopefully, in a year...

[TriciaRose~]

At the moment, I'm dealing with a pregnancy, and my fiance being over 2000 miles away. It's pretty hard. I'm alone as well, 90% of the time. Can't really go anywhere..just sit and wait.

[Jose]

Death of family member
Death of a friend
bulimia
anorexia
A combination of 3 and 4
8 AP/IB classes
Applying for college
A worst thing I could of (will not list here and probably won't ever tell you)
speaking with 2 psychologist
sleep deprivation
relationship issues
family issues
friend suicide
looking for a job
searching for the truth
text on photoshop
being short
religion

and the list could go on and on, which is why I tend to blog about one of these thing at least once a week.

[Dr. Hax]

This stuff that I am now going to have to do regarding my job as an instructor of the martial arts and my status as a black belt...I have a feeling that my sis and I are going to go to Hell for what we will have to do now.

[rikumi]

Exams, now that I don't really have much time to study. Studying our school's syllabus really annoys me. It wastes much of my time.

[Overlord Darth Fluffles]

Hardest thing for me would be not having a job and just people. Literally, I'm started to get VERY annoyed by roughly EVERYONE I know(More than usual), with an exception of two people.