Permission to hate me

[-Blackfire-]

Protected you
Defended you
You’re gonna say it’s not true?

Everything we’ve been through
I guess it was nothing
But unnecessary suffering
If you want it, why not?
I give you permission to hate me

I bleed, and bleed
Giving unwanted kindness
My heart pumps too much blood
Your soul, Your soul I’ll flood.

All bonds broken
My broken heart a token
Of unappreciated unloved love
Trying too hard
Much too hard
To bring you back to me.

That is why,
After all this time
You’ve earned it; Why not?
Here you go; Permission to hate me.

I respected you, gave everything for you
Made me suffer for you
But I guess it’s not enough
Life can be so tough…

I know now I shouldn’t trust.
But since honesty’s a must
You took everything from me
Why not take the permission to hate me?


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