Originally Posted by
demonplight
Last year a girl called me and told me she was... well pregnant. this is bad for me. Very bad. I go to college, and work 50 hours a week. so something would have to give, and it wouldn't be work. So I go about the year doing what is right you know, helping with bills, and going to the Dr. and what not. Well she start treating me like crap. I mean horrible, I start going to an attorney, and the process began. when the baby was born, and I got a paternity test done. Well it wasn't mine. Good right, I paid $7500 for the lawyer, and testing. pre-trial. then 2 weeks later I went to NY to see my uncle and sister. spent about $2k up there, came home and was laid off the next day. In the meeting I didn't feel a thing. I was great full that I didn't have to spend the rest of my life dealing with that woman. I just thought positive and moved on. about 6 months later I look back at the 9 months of pure hell because of how she treated me and my family, and I just fell great full.
in addition I had a job my first year of college, lost my girlfriend and began to drink heavily. if you look at my wrest there are scars. but after leaving that job, and stop drinking and depending on others I got over my clinical depression.
I just don't think that with all that we have to be great full for that people in this country have much to be depressed about. my attitude is if your depressed then get out and do something about it. take charge of your life.
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