Am I that
hopeless to you
that you would
be able to trade
me off

In my swollen
womb of insecurity
in my tears of
no joy

In all that suffering
why would you
trade me in
when I belong

To no one
what diesease did
I fail upon you
if gave me life
why isn't that life
getting love?

What virus
did I fufill you
with what
disease was it
the diesease of
a lifeless scream
of birth?

Or was it something
Why do you never answer?
I hate you