I know it's negative, I'm told all the time and that I do not have a positive outlook on myself. I dislike my body for the most part, mostly because I have erratic weight drops time to time and I look like an anorexic. I hate that, it's all due to a condition I've had my whole life it's just gotten a bit worse since I've gotten older. I have acute anemia, that among a few other things that I had either developed or inherited.
And to make it more of a hassle, I have to go through a compact every week in the summer and every two weeks in the winter to make me look alive. And depends on what I wear, whatever skin shows I apply it to make me look a bit more normal and to have any color. Otherwise I have the complexion of paper and I wear lipstick to cover my lips too, mostly cause they look gross without it, the skin on my lips is basically transparent. Too much bloody work, life sucks like that.
I'm a veritable make-up effects artist at age 22...
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