My darkest day was when my girlfriend left me, just over two months ago - I hit rock bottom but I'm climbing up!
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I have so many but I won't bore you with it. I don't remember the date which I should it was sometime in Jan 99. But anyways, I was talking to my friend on a Sunday night and we were seniors so we wanted to get an early start on looking for prom dresses. So we decided to skip school like we did often, and look for prom dresses. So their I was walking around in the mall on a Monday morning and I pass out. When I came too I was in the hospital and I couldn't see a thing (at first I thought I was dreaming) but there was no such luck. Their I was freakin out of course, and wanting some questions answered. Well, a doctor comes in the room and tells me that I have a disease called Sarcoidosis and that I've been sick for some time. I was so pissed the only thing I kept thinking is what in the heck kind of disease can make you lose your eye sight? And to make me feel extra special he also added in the fact that he doesn't know if I will ever see again, and he doesn't know if I'll ever get better. Senior year was hard and painful, but I passed all my classes, and with my doctors and specialist help I got my sight back just in enough time to walk the stage. Though I missed all of senior year and prom, I'm greatful. Even then I couldn't see as clearly when I walked across the stage at graduation. But I did get a standing ovation. They Love Me They Really Love Me!
If you love me why do I feel so lonely
and why do I always wake up alone
and why am I practicing not having you
to love? I never loved you that way.
-Nikki Giovanni
it was when my cousin was murdered in front of me and died in my arms. it happened on my 13th birthday....
i guess the darkness days of my life is then i got hit by a car...and then the same day my grandfather die...........
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thats a nice story... the kind of thing you dont think about every day but happens all the time... also makes u appreciate the things you take for granted (like eye sight)...Originally Posted by Ariesgirl
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I wish my grass was emo...
So it would cut itself...
This is the one thing that I never thought would happen. I love my computer life without it would suck big time. But you are right, you never know what you have until it's gone.Originally Posted by S_C_L-1
If you love me why do I feel so lonely
and why do I always wake up alone
and why am I practicing not having you
to love? I never loved you that way.
-Nikki Giovanni
My darkest day was (and still is) December 24, 2005
My Dad decided to leave my mom and I had to find a job to support my family where as now I have 2 jobs along w/school it's horrible.
The only difference between saints and sinners is that every saint has a past while every sinner has a future.
Wow. Very depressing, this thread is.
Well, tommorow is actually the anniversery of my mother's death. No, she wasn't murdered, and she didn't die in my arms, or anything dramatic. She had cancer, and she died from it.
And that's pretty much it. ^^''
I've had a pretty rough time... not NEARLY as hard as you guys.
Once... my dad never came to my birthday. It was my 6th birthday, so I was little, and very emotional. He never even sent me a card ;;. He's done way too many things to me that have hurt me.
But that's not too sad... I can hardly remember ^^;.
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When I was feeling very suicidal, no one was there for me. Except for my 2 best friends... was my mom there? No. And what's really hard for me... is that I don't think she really believed me. When I told her (about 2 months later, I was feeling better), she said, "You weren't going to kill yourself."
I really was... but no one believed me ._..
I had several anxeity attacks not too long ago. Everyone thought I was faking. When I was on the floor shaking. But people wouldn't help me. Not even my own teachers. I was betrayed, and no one cared. The principal of my school pretended to care. But my best friend said she'd always be there. She meant it too. She kept me by her side. I was already shaken up by the 3 detentions I got, blinking lights, and all the screaming. Again, the worst part was... no one was there.
As you can see... no one really cares about me. I sometimes wonder... was I really supposed to be born?
I'd have to say it was the day I got pulled out of art class (I used to draw alot) and was informed that my mother had just died!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I will never forget that day as long as I live and believe me there are times that I have tried!
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When I jacked up my knee and I could not go to work so I had no money to
buy more Sake when I ran out. OMG!!!........here come the DTs aaaaahhhh.
I think I have an alcohol problem....nnaaa!
Last edited by Knight_of_NI; 04-03-2006 at 08:34 PM.
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The day I tried chocolate cheese. WHY HAS THE CHEESE FORSAKEN MEEEE!
Just kidding. That day ranks third behind the day my grandma died from cancer, and the day my father died from a brain tumor. Chocolate cheese is pretty horrible though.
Ehhh, I dunno if I'll stick around. We'll see.
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The darkest day in my life is when my best friend died. We've known each other ever since I was born. He had a dehibilitating disease, and one day it just went out of control, so we all mutually agreed to pull the plug on him when he fell into a coma. Everyone knew that when he woke up, the existing pain would be unbearable...and there wasn't anything they could do...
I stood there. Watching. I can still remember his crystal blue eyes, filled with lost hope, dreams...he was only 14 when he died.
I don't even know what disease he had. And I called myself his best friend.
You never truly appreciate someone until they're gone...then you never get another chance.
im sorry for every one who's lost someone and going to call myself lucky from now on...i have never lost enyone i have never gotten hurt so i cant say i know how that feels....
"sayonara..."who am i a fan of ?look in my journal!!
are you a fan of me??
And there goes another one! The 2nd person so far I've helped appreciate their life more. ^^im sorry for every one who's lost someone and going to call myself lucky from now on...i have never lost enyone i have never gotten hurt so i cant say i know how that feels....
*smile*....Originally Posted by _allismine_
"sayonara..."who am i a fan of ?look in my journal!!
are you a fan of me??
I couldnt believe that i let a guy kissed me while i was in a relationship with someone else.I regretted and cried for the whole week.
PS Sorry! I didn't mean to be condscending or insulting with that last remark. ^_^
I couldnt believe that i let a guy kissed me while i was in a relationship with someone else.I regretted and cried for the whole week.
Ouchies. You...told him, right? I don't think I could ever keep that from someone I regard highly. ^^
Last edited by _allismine_; 04-04-2006 at 08:04 AM.
My darkest day?...When my Grandma died. I would say when my dad left us forever..but thats kinda a good moment xD. But yeah..when my nan died of cancer.
I never told him that i let that guy kissed me, because my boyfriend and that guy hated eachother over me, it was very hard for me cos i dun like rejecting peoples. Sure was the darkest day in my so-far life cos it got into me so deeply.Originally Posted by _allismine_
My darkest day was when...well, I almost killed my sister and her friends. It was her tenth b-day party and Mom ordered a moon-walk. So, when I was outside dressed as a witch (Harry Potter theme c_c;; ) a thought struck me. "The moon-walk's looking a bit bulgy. It's best if you unplug it." Well, I did, and she and her friends were in it...No one died, thank God.
Last edited by Bucky Katt; 04-08-2006 at 03:22 PM.
The darkest day of my life would probably be the time I got hit by a car.
Childhood Dreams are..Doodles that will never go away.
If they can continue to be drawn..they will lead to the future you wish for.
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mine is very dark to me
my grandma died,my dad's friend died @ the age of 28, and my little sister had to go to the hospital because she was choking on something and passed out( she was only 3), plus a kid in my school committed suicide
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