Originally Posted by
GaHoolianGirl100
The biggest was.many,many years ago,You may think me petty,for remebering this,but this has shaped how my life has gone from then,and all my opnions on friendships and relationships.I was in first grade.I was best friends with two girls,Sarah and Olivia.Olivia was delicate and sweet as a peach,who wanted everyone happy.Sarah was wild and adventerous.Sarah was slowly beginning the change from BFF to worst enemy.Every recess we would sit in the sandbox.Suddenly,Sarah began insulting me,saying "Susie smells,Susie is ugly." This would cause Olivia to cry,and for me to hide behind the tree in the courtyard and cry.Before this started,I told her an important secret,which was a mistake.I told her I had a crush on this boy,Ryan.I was planning to tell him on my B-day,which happens to be Valentines day.I had most of the girls to back me up,and I began to tell him.But he stopped me."I know you like me,and I don't like you back." I was dumbstruck.With a smirk I so fondly remember,Sarah piped up "I told him!"I hated her compltetely and totally after that day.
After that I had never even though about boys or best friends.Sure,I had people who would say they were my best friends,but no one truly was.Things are starting to change now,though,actually because of anime.
After that,I have had little instances of betryal.Like,people who were nice to me,and wanted to be all buddy-buddy wity me would make fun of my friends.As you would expect,they were dropped like.rocks.
Also,I could hear people dare people to ask me out,and then they would.I would always give them a deadpan NO.Like anyone would ever really like me...
After all this,trusting people has never really been my thing.
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