Everybody's got a Fix (Too Hard)

[brolyx74]

This is my attempt at writing a rap. I'm gonna sell it and make a million dollars.

Everybody’s got a Fix

(Too Hard)

All or nothing

Paint huffing

No joking

Pot smoking

Drug supporting

Crack snorting

Rule breaking

Heroin taking

Cut with a knife

Cocaine is my life

Ain’t no stopping

Pill popping

Life slacking

A$$ smacking

Junk hanging

Hoe banging

Loading the bong

Show me that thong

Smoke filling the rooms

Munching on ‘shrooms

Bloodshot eyes

Doing drive-by’s

Selling my dust

The cash is a must

F*** you in the A

Pimping b****es all day

My sluts keep it tight

Slamming c***s every night

Cause pimping ain’t easy

And look at this sleazy

Life that I’m living

But I can’t stop

It’s part of me now

And it’s too hard to quit

It’s too hard, too hard

Too hard like my d*** when I’m nailing some b****

I go from city to city just to find my own niche

Once I’m in, I won’t go out

Though you try and you try and I lie and you cry and now you’re wondering why

Why won’t I leave

What is this all about

I’ve started this life that won’t end

Won’t you lend some time to listen to me

I’ve been living this life for so long

And I can’t stop, so that’s why I’m writing this song

So someone could see the pain of my life

The hardship and anguish and terrible strife

Cause it ain’t all 8-balls or f****ng for fun

It’s the death of your best friend

And drugs for your son

You don’t want anyone else to pick up

Your old life because it’s too late for you

But not for anyone else

You gotta cut all your ties to save them

Just run away from them

Because without the influence of the drugs

The violence, the death, the pain

This horrible life can be stopped from spreading

But where are you heading

Away from everyone you ever cared for

You got nowhere to go at your lowest

You carry on

You try to quit

But you can’t cause it’s a part of you now

And it’s too hard to quit

It’s too hard, too hard

No matter how hard I try to end it all

I can’t. There’s rehab, but no cure

The only thing I know for sure

Is that the real end is to not begin

With no start there’s no pain

No harm, no foul, no horror or power

Preventing the life is the only way to save it

So if you love yourself and anyone else

Don’t start it

Just find a girl to love and make her your wife

And live your life clean

Don’t get wrapped up in it all

Or you’ll take a fall

And die a loner, a lost cause

An unloved soul

And the worst part is knowing that you could’ve prevented it all

If you chose the right path

If you chose the right way

You could’ve saved them all and even yourself

But it’s too late now

And it was too hard, too hard

I had to censor some of it, because I don't want to get in trouble, but I don't think poetry ought to be censored.