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my reason for wanting to be alone is because in general i think people don't like me and in the long run i won't like them back
i assume that all their love and compassion is fake
and it really doesnt matter how much love i give
i wont recieve the same amount back
-____- this has happened because of past events of my life
I dunno. Have you thought why they might not like you? I don't think all the compassion and love you got was fake, or else you wouldn't want to go back being with people at all. Don't think too hard this, give yourself a chance to like them, and given them a chance to like you back.