Conversation Between LadySaphiraShijinuske and LeiLori

It's been SO long!!!!!! How is your pregnancy going? How are things with you? I'm sorry I disappeared! Hope everything is going well with you. ^^

Hi sweetie! <3 I miss talking to you! I'm not being a stranger, I've just been so busy with school, work, and my pregnancy hehe Two and half years is a long time to spend with someone and to just end it, it really is hard. But you are a very strong lady to do what you did by breaking up with him. I'm very proud of you I'm sure it was really hard. But you had to do what you had to do for yourself. I've been through what you're going through right now. Stay strong I admire you for that. You'd make a great role model for a lot of young ladies. Keep your head up hon. -big hug- Love ya lots girl! Take care!

Hope you're doing well!! <3

As far as 4th of July goes, I'm not sure what I'm gonna do! My best friend wanted me to go to some bbq event on Treasure Island in SF, but I think her mom wants us to spend it with the family instead. I should probably figure out my plans soon though! So there's a fair coming to Sacramento? That's awesome!! It's okay if you can't go on rides--just play the games and eat all the goodies! Lol. Take care!!! <3

We were together for 2 1/2 years and I broke up with him because he was drinking a lot and treating me very badly. I thought maybe if I left him it would give him a reality check and he would straighten up so he wouldn't lose me, but it backfired...and now he doesn't want to be with me anymore. It's really sad because I would have done anything for him, but I guess he's not ready to have someone like me in his life. It's his loss because girls like me don't come around very often, and he's losing someone who truly cares about him. I find solace in the fact that I'm not mourning over losing who he is now--I'm mourning over the guy he used to be and the wonderful relationship we used to have before he started drinking. He's not in a good place, and I can't let him drag me down with him. Besides, I'm just tired of crying all the time. It's exhausting!

That is so exciting!! I'm so happy for you! =) And yes, I'm doing a bit better. My ex still calls me at night a lot when he's drunk. Sometimes he says he misses me and wants to work things out, which doesn't mean much when he's drunk, and sometimes he calls me and I feel like he treats me like a booty call. =/ I usually don't answer his calls because they never end well, but sometimes I crack just to hear his voice. During the day when he's sober though, he completely ignores me and tells me he doesn't want to be in a relationship.

Hi sweetie I am preggie! I'm 8 weeks today. I had an ultrasound today. Baby grew fast cause two weeks ago i had an ultrasound and it looked like a grain of rice hehe Today it looks like a really small baby. I'm glad you're doing better. Breakups are always hard to get over. -big hugs- Any plans for the 4th of July? I'm just going to a bbq then watching fireworks at the mall later that evening. I want to play with sparklers hehe Can't wait until the Fair starts though! But I can't go on most of the rides But I'll be eating! hehe -hugs n kisses- keep in touch hon!

You're pregnant? OMG congratulations!! That's so amazing. =) I'm happy for you. I've been struggling a bit with this break up, but today for some strange reason I feel really good. And I'm not going to question it! Lol. I've been busy with work as well, and I've been sick lately. The weather has been strange here too, actually! Sometimes it's hot, sometimes its foggy--last night it rained and now it's sunny again! Weird, weird weather. I'm so glad to hear you've been doing well--I've missed talking to you! <3

Hi sweetie -hugs- How have you been? I hope you're doing well! As for me, I'm doing alright. I've been busy with work and school. And being preggers hehe I hope it's a girl! The weather up here is so wierd! First it's hot, then it's windy. Then it's cold. Or maybe it's just me thats cold hehe Well, I hope you're doing great. Keep in touch! -big hugs-

Hi! Long time no talk! How have you been? =)