Goodbye!

**Howling Star** · 02-28-2010 10:26 AM

I looked him in the face
Reality was his name
Now I have no direction and am stuck in this maze
My blood extinguished the ever lasting flame

All around me I swore it froze that day
Now I'm out of this maze finding myself on the top of a mountain
As I look down all seems so far away
I can see all but I can not take action

Stuck in this place will I ever get free myself from these chains
Day and night I wonder what the people around me would say
But they do not know what my mind contains
They don't understand the feelings I try to convey

They would tell me there's no hope
No not for me I'm titled as a loser
They don't understand I'm walking on a tightrope
They think I'm searching some none existing treasure

Yet I know I'm speaking the truth
And I know I'm scared walking on the tightrope
Maybe I won't become the man in the suit
Maybe I'm no holy person like the pope

Maybe I got no ambition at the moment
Maybe I have some faults of my own
But I'm tired of everyone pushing me into this torment
Pretending like I'm a peasent and your already on your throne

Who is fooling whom
Let me tell you I can't just do anything
Even if I stop now I can always resume
Time is all I'm asking

Yet no one has faith in this one man
They follow they're studies as a bible
That's no something I can
But I'm like a turtle

Slow but I get there safe and sound
Yet you all try to dent my shield
Yeah let's make it a contest whose the first to inflict a wound
All the intentions they all concealed

If you want to come at me I'm not ready
You all know it yet you try
What is it you want carve your initials in my body
All I have to say is goodbye!