Haven't read all the responses, but have been following this off and on since you posted.
Honestly, I wouldnt worry about it, specially right now, your young, and honestly, anime guys, are written and drawn the way they are, to attract to females, well at least some of them. others are drawn and written to be like a lot of the guys who are watching, basically, insecure and scared of their own shadow, but somehow get amazing looking women falling for them.
If your attracted to anime guys, your attracted to anime guys. Heck, when I was younger, I was attracted to strong women thru medieval and ancient history, and wanted women I dated to be like them.
Not much difference.
Only advice I would have, is dont become a recluse and just go out and hang out with people. Heck, some of the Cons I have gone to, like DragonCon and such, have seen plenty of guys, who are cosplaying and look like they just stepped out of an anime. Can't remember where you live, but thought I read you were 19 or so. So find folks local if you can, specially if your in a larger population, head to cons with them if they are going, and meet folks in person who like the same stuff you do.
Hope you find what your looking for, and if that turns out to be 2d anime guys in the end, have fun. If you find a 3d guy who makes you feel the same way, awesome.
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