T^T I'm not sure I understand correctly.
I would love to cosplay, but it's a big issue in the money department but also in the looks department. I don't want to cosplay as someone who I don't think I would look anything like (if they were real) which is probably dumb but I can't help it. Also, diane is dumb and would ban me from wearing it out of the house, and I don't have anyone who wants to do it with me, which makes me self concious. I will someday though, no doubt. >:3