Sky of Light

[Rei]

We Are all so different, as people
one so different from the other
Maybe for better, or for the worse.

My tears fall, masked by the shadows of indifference
What will it take, then, for me to prove that I am not
pathetic,
weak,
or ugly.

I just want to melt into a sky of light
where my heart can be lifted,
with nothing to hold it down
Because this world has been too confusing,
because I don't know what to do anymore
because I feel like a fake
I don't know where I stand.

I wonder what
I was really meant to be?
No-one can decide that for you.

No-one can decide if you should be deceitful
If you should be shy and introverted
If you should tear your life apart with your own hands...

There is no point trying to change what cannot be changed
But I will try to
cure the parts of me that can be fixed.

That, alone, is for me to decide.

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Ramblie ramblie ramblie. When I was feeling down and not at all good about myself after seeing how big the gap is between those who have it and those who don't. I'm still feeling it...

On a different note, it sounds vaguely like I ripped that last line off from somewhere, I don't recall.

[Kaname Shikara]

It's a nice poem, but it's not good you're feeling like that. You always have me to talk to if you need someone to confide in or just chat. Friends are forever and true friends will stick by you. ^^

[Rei]

Thanks Kirako! *glomps* I've figured it out. (Sort of) That I will keep fighting...till I fail at biology.

[Rulloxp]

Awh, that was a nice poem. ^^ But, i agree. I hope things get better (: