To be misunderstood
To prefer to be alone
To fail the way to manhood
My life is my own
Yet they all say I do nothing
Yet they all say I'm useless
Like dogs they are barking
It's spreading like a virus
You all keep barking against the wolf they won't let me howl
And I know I've never had a pack
So hear my growl
For all my life I'm running in the unkown black
Searching fortitude and shelter
As I take the pills
They make me calmer
With them I can climb the hills
Because life is steep
Because it's hard to survive in society
And every night I just can't sleep
I need to be swiftly
I need to keep pace
I can't lose here though I'm on the verge of losing
I will grith my teeth and hide my face
I know my discipline is slowly fading
And I wanted to be a man of principle
But once the soul infects within and feels weary
I'm a fallen rebel
I'm without a cause just like a baby
All I'm good at is writing when I write a poem
I show you who I am give me a pencil and I describe what I think and feel
What I want to gain is wisdom
This is me I reveal
So take a look inside my heart
Look at how it's crying
And maybe I'm not as talented as Mozart
But can't you all see I'm strugling
I'm trying to take what's mine
I'm searching acknowledgement
And I know I will find both and all wil be fine
So for now I'll remain silent
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