thinking: "Why im sooo stupid and fill with soo much doubt about myself and just go for it."
Talking to: no one
Listening to: Nothing really
Watching: The clock
loving: I love...
Wanting: To be with him
waiting for: not to be scared anymore and just go and be with him.
situation: I can't sleep. I love and need him but i keep messing up. its must be true, im soo stupid.