Okay, i don't know if this really is the place to post(section), but i have to say this, cause it's pretty important why i am like i am.

The reason is, i am totally different, i am "hardcore" depressed, have been for two years, so when i say stuff about myself or such, it's cause of that, i discourage myself, i hate myself, i look ugly, i hate most stuff, i don't do much stuff with others, i am in a dark room most of the time.

I HAD to say it so people can understand what it is, cause it's abit wierd isn't it, if someone just say things to theirself without meaning it...