So seriously, remember I like to post long posts. So get ready for a story...
So starting 2 years ago...
She was a freshman I was a junior. I held the very first hacky sack meeting and I saw her walk in. Her name was Genny, and she was fun and everything. (Trying to sum it up) 2 weeks went by and one day I was sitting there up and said, "Hey Genny wants to know if your gay" I said, "Really?... and just stared at her" and she laughed and said, I know you're not Genny just wanted me to ask. So Genny come over and sat beside me. Long story short, we hit it off great. Me and her dated for a year. then it come to last year. We never fought once. we were IN LOVE. I took her virginity, she took mine. =) It was perfect. But then she got sick, and she started getting mad at me. I stayed patient and loved her. Then she said, "Lets take a break" and I went a long with it. Long story short here, she cheated on me with this guy named John. She was ****ing him when she called me to break up with me.
The next day her mom rushed to my work and got me and said, "I need your help" so I left work and we went to her house, genny was REALLY sick, I picked her up, and CARRIED her to the car, and CARRIED her into the hospitable. So we got back together and she cheated on me with John again.
Long story short, I forgave her and we dated for awhile again. We fell in love and stayed in love. Then it come to this year in JULY 1 week before her birthday. I was planning on the whole engagement process. Well, another long story short, she ditched me to go to camp for one week with her x boyfriend. She cheated on me.
I loved her so much I kept forgiving her, and she kept cheating on me. So now to today. We have been engaged for a few months, and nothing really bad, a few little fights nothing too bad. And I was always patient, I always took the blame just so she would be happy. I quit hanging with my friends for her. And well two days ago, she broke up with me. (I broke up with her)
Went to her house today to drop off something we talked and she said, "Even though you don't believe me I still love you" I said *crying* " You're right, I don't believe you" And we talked some more. I said, " I'm moving, and going into the military for 20 years so I can retire when I hit 40 and not have to worry about (because I will have a family) if my family will have everything they want. I want to give my family what ever I want.
We talked some more. And then I said, "I'm leaving" and she said, "No" and i sat there silent, she said, "I don't love you like I used to" I started to walk off, and she said, "I didn't tell you to leave" I said *balling my eyes out" "YES YOU DID, THE DAY YOU QUIT LOVING ME YOU TOLD ME TO LEAVE GOOD BYE" Got back in my car and left.
=( I MISS HER ='''''''''''''''''''''''''''( I want to hold her and just cry.... =(
-Sno
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