Why is it that a " mother knows best" ?! She doesn't! I mean, cant I find a boyfriend that I like, hang out with and quite actually love?! Can't me and that boy spend all of our time together and not get the " I think he's controlling you" speech?! Can't a daughter be happy in her life?! or is a daughter suppose to spend all hours trying to make her mother happy so she stops complaining?!!I hate it! I am finally happy in this stupid little town with nothing but a last place theater and 3 food places and nothing fun to do!! I found someone who care about me and I care about him, isn't that enough?! Cant the person who makes me happy come over and not have to worry about a mother hating him?!Why is it that I am the only one wrong here? huh? Shouldn't she be wrong?! for saying that just because she thinks that he is controlling I should break up with him? It's stupid! I am happy with him, finally and truly happy He makes me smile and laugh all vhe time. He's my inspiration for a lot of my work arv, poems, songs, everything.
I honestly had no reason to live anymore, I hated everything about me and I had a dangerously low self esteem. And once I met him, I was happy. He fille me up with so much joy and told me that I was beautiful, continues to say that I am wonderful in his eyes and helps me every day.
I am now passing my classes BECAUSE of him, and not because of my mother. It's because he is in my classes for 3rd and 4th that I even go. It's because he is there smiling and happy to see me that I enjoy going to school. It's his wonderfully amazing atmosphere that I smile when I think about him, write about him or draw about him. He's my reason for a lot of things in my life now and I wish my mother would just see that!