Mental Interuption?

[♫mëkÅ-chan♫]

Ok....this confueses me alot about myself can anyone figure it out???


i wish that i would be left completely and utterly alone and i wish i was alone in the world or at least in a private place where i would never be bothered unless it was by online communcation but on the other hand when people grant me that wish i get completely disturbed and i want to be around people again and then i come back and want to be alone again

which one do i truly want???

[MysticEntity]

that really depends on your reason of wanting to be alone. o_O

[♫mëkÅ-chan♫]

my reason for wanting to be alone is because in general i think people don't like me and in the long run i won't like them back

i assume that all their love and compassion is fake
and it really doesnt matter how much love i give
i wont recieve the same amount back

-____- this has happened because of past events of my life

[Sanosuke23]

Can't it be both? Like, go be with friends and family but every so often turn off the phone, lock the door and do whatever. Then come out and repeat the cycle.

[Overlord Darth Fluffles]

I go through this. Moments I just want to be alone so I can think and such, othertimes, I just wanna be with friends and have fun, and NOT be bored. So, basically I do something along the lines of what Sanosuke said (However, I hate my family sooo, screw them).

[Eris]

which one do i truly want???

Why are you asking us? You're the only person, if anyone, who is qualified to answer the question.

[Diocletian]

Is this a riddle or an actual question.I pick 6.

[MysticEntity]

my reason for wanting to be alone is because in general i think people don't like me and in the long run i won't like them back

i assume that all their love and compassion is fake
and it really doesnt matter how much love i give
i wont recieve the same amount back

-____- this has happened because of past events of my life

I dunno. Have you thought why they might not like you? I don't think all the compassion and love you got was fake, or else you wouldn't want to go back being with people at all. Don't think too hard this, give yourself a chance to like them, and given them a chance to like you back.
There's this quote, "If someones doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have."

[Manhattan_Project_2000]

Ok....this confueses me alot about myself can anyone figure it out???


i wish that i would be left completely and utterly alone and i wish i was alone in the world or at least in a private place where i would never be bothered unless it was by online communcation but on the other hand when people grant me that wish i get completely disturbed and i want to be around people again and then i come back and want to be alone again

which one do i truly want???

Ask a psychologist.

And no, I don't mean that in a jerky way.

[Haoie]

Great idea.

If you want to go completely insane.

[pab]

Can't judge the future based on what has happened in the past.

 

you never know...

[♫mëkÅ-chan♫]

......paying someone to tell me something off the wall
makes me feel a bit unsecure o___O;

<__< some phychologist are off their rocker themselves

v___v

ummm well idk anymore!
o__O for some reason i don't want love from people and then i do and then that's mostly why i push most people away from me
but i apologize in the second after

o___o i think it annoys people how flip sided i am


<__< that's why i wonder if soiltary confinement is really what i need...or just to do as you others have suggested

hang out one day stay to yourself the next

-__-

[ChibiVampKarin]

Uh..attention seeker? o.O

[Manhattan_Project_2000]

......paying someone to tell me something off the wall
makes me feel a bit unsecure o___O;

It's not "off the wall". It's a profession, and it works.

<__< some phychologist are off their rocker themselves

Some people ≠ All people.

ummm well idk anymore!
o__O for some reason i don't want love from people and then i do and then that's mostly why i push most people away from me
but i apologize in the second after

o___o i think it annoys people how flip sided i am


<__< that's why i wonder if soiltary confinement is really what i need...or just to do as you others have suggested

hang out one day stay to yourself the next

-__-

Exactly. This stuff is why you need a psychologist, or at least a counselor.

[♫mëkÅ-chan♫]

not attention seeker
-____- i just wanted to see the opinions of others about what i should do about this

my friends keep giving me 3-5 word answers

[Reniti]

Happens to me all the time. I get really annoyed logging onto communication sites or turning on my phone because I kind of want to shut off contact this summer... just because.
But then when I talk to someone, I want to have social life.

You just want a relaxed feeling. Don't worry about it, since it'll go away when school starts back up.

[Lamb's Lament]

i wish that i would be left completely and utterly alone and i wish i was alone in the world or at least in a private place where i would never be bothered unless it was by online communcation but on the other hand when people grant me that wish i get completely disturbed and i want to be around people again and then i come back and want to be alone again

You remind me of Shinji Ikari! No offense

I think you should keep people around but remember to have your personal time as well. ^_^

[Happi Giraffe!]

Is it okay to want both? I think it is. And besides, I have no idea what you want out of the two.

[Amray The II]

my reason for wanting to be alone is because in general i think people don't like me and in the long run i won't like them back

i assume that all their love and compassion is fake
and it really doesnt matter how much love i give
i wont recieve the same amount back

-____- this has happened because of past events of my life

Find some totally new friends, or just stop giving your present ones so much love that you feel they have to return back to you. Hiding away is not going to get you anywhere unless you are an illegal immagrant sneaking around on a military cruiser.

Or you could just go and talk to them about it, whatever, just don't go asking random people on a forum, that have no idea who (or what) you are, what it is that you should do in life. How the hell am I supposed to know what you should do? I have no idea who the flip-flop you are or what you are like, and that goes for all the people on here too. Ask yourself these questions or go see an expert. I garuntee you will find no experts here, unless ofcourse you want experts that specialise in what Super Smash Brothers player is best to use, or what Yu-Gi-Oh cards are best to have in your duel deck.

[Shuuchishin]

i know how you feel but i say what you should do is fined new friends and do what the one person said(sorry im just really tired) go through a the whole be alone for a while and go with friends or you know go hang out with friend acouple days then be alone a couple days that usually helps

[███]

You want to finish your puberty stage, so you will stop acting like an attention seeking teen.

[♫mëkÅ-chan♫]

-___- attention seeker my foot!




<__< and the reason why i ask random people is because i want random opinions maybe my mind doesn't work like the rest of this world

did you think about that?

[Finvarra]

Is this a riddle or an actual question.I pick 6.

Yeah, Im going with 6.

[♫mëkÅ-chan♫]

o___O what choice is number 6?

[Eris]

o___O what choice is number 6?

It's actually the same choice as number 4, but a little more general. You could almost describe is at choice 3 and 4 all at once.