er.....admire??? I'm too old (sadly to say) to be crushing on a fictional character that I can't get my hands on..sadly...T3T
But here's the list I always kept:
Kurama (Yuyu Hakusho) - For life! He is my first and for most forever fandom
Aoi (Ghost in the Shell Season1, aka The Laughing Man) - Forever....<3
Eyes Rutherford (Spiral: Suiri no Kizuna)
Susumu Yamazaki (Peacemaker Kurogane)
Jushiro Ukitake (Bleach)
Toshiro Hitsugaya (Bleach)
Byakuya Kuchiki (Bleach)
Shinji Hirako (Bleach) - My current favorite one. D:
Ulquiorra Schiffer (Bleach)
Shori Shibuya (Kyou Kara Maou)
Gintoki Sakata (Gintama)
Itachi (Naruto) T3T even in your grave, you got my forever have my fandom.....
That is all I can remember....