Sick to the touch...My stomach uneasy.
Another one ended...Why can't this be easy?
For once I was happy...Now I'm in pain.
Why do I try...If my life is in vain?

The things I have done...The places I've been.
No better than us...But why can't I win?
I try so hard...To believe in love.
Wishing and praying...To the man above.

What does my future hold...Will I be smiling?
Love is nothing to me...I shall stop lieing.
The thought of it ending...Quite sickening.
I want to fall asleep...Never awakening.

Love was a facade...Turns out to be nothing.
By first look...An angel without wings.
Can I ever be happy...Will I ever have love?
When will I have the one...A question I am truely sick of.