I have nothing
I am nothing
where is this what is this
I do not want
I do not feel
what can I do
I do not know
I do not know
what can I do
I do not want to feel

help me
help me
judge
judge
judge

can you see me standing here suffering at my own hands
how about me over there trying to pretend it doesn't exist
how about me over there denying that those things ever happened to me
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I don't think its any good, but I'll post it anyway. Its a big confusing jumble of emotions it seems.