ok i am very pist off at the moment
i get very bad anxiety whenever i plan to hang out with someone
and i have a friend who for a few, no MORE then a few times, has said they would call me to hang out
cause at a place such as school we would make plans to go do something and then call eachother to see when we can go and stuff
and you know what? today is freaking homecoming!!! and i made plans with her to go do things
and she told me she would call me at 4:30
its been 3 hours now and the homecoming game has already started
i am sitting at home doing nothing
we were suppose to go to the homecoming game
and she never freaking called me
and i have been calling her the past few hours
at this moment i feel like i can't depend on her for anything rite now
i wish i could strangle something rite now
what pisses me off even more is that i told them today that they better call me and i told them i get very bad anxiety when it comes to making plans
i freaking told them!
and now i can't even go to the freaking homecoming game now!
cause if i go ill feel very hostile from being enraged about my friend that ill end up being rude to others about it
all this person had to do was freaking call me!
and im missing out on homecoming that only happens once a year