If you are depressed I know what you are going though. I barely escaped it myself. I had no one to turn to, no one I thought cared about me. I was going to kill myself many times but it was just too much effort. I made this post so you do not have to go though it the same way I did. If you need a friend, if you have no one else to turn to and you just want someone to lessen and care about what you are going though, I am here. I may not be the best advice giver but I have been though this and I know it would have helped if someone had cared enough about me to lessen. Ether post here and tell me about it or if you do not want to do that pm me. I will check this post as often as I can so you do not even have to go though what I did. Remember someone cares.