*Hello fellow readers! Once more I have found myself pondering the "darker side" of my creativity..While scripting my most recent manga creation (paitent pending) I was pondering the theme of it which is "What if we never really existed? What is 'real?'" Kind of like my characters who are facing some difficult issues with reality and what is truly real or not in a world which seems normal enough...Until you take a second glance is the basis of this poem. (Interested? Pm me and I may reveal some more info...Maaaaybee.)*
Sept 22, 2006, 8:28 pm
I long for a face I cannot see...
Twisting this reality...I'll never be free.
I don't what's in store,
when I see you walk out that door.
Please just tell me this isn't as it seems,
tell me that these are only bad dreams.
How can I be alive when you don't exist?
Tears crawling down my cheeks turning into mist,
to be the one never kissed...
How do you know that I'm even real?
What is it that this heart will never feel?
Simply, we never were and will never be.
Why try to use eyes that will not see?
Once again you'll be so cold and numb...
I hate what I've become...
And that's nothing at all.
...Now watch me fall.