A friend ive had since childhood is getting married and I kind of wish it was me getting married to her. I am really sad because she invited me to her wedding but I like her more than just like a friend. I dont really want to go. When we were like 4 years old we used to be friends until I was 8 and then I moved like 4 states away. Then 6 years later she moved to the same state as me. Then when she came to visit me I completely blew her off because I got scared. Now she wants me to come to her wedding but I have feelings for her so I can't stand to see her get married to someone else. I need advice because I am feeling really sad right now....
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