So This is it isn't

[Princely Dreaming Doll]

I can't fight off the demons anymore. They have finally consume me to the point were I'm crying tears of sadness, screaming out of anger, and dieing out of hatred.
I can't do this anymore I can't fight anymore then what I have. Is this the end of me. Is this the end of all things to come.
Why can't I fight anymore. Why do I give up so easily?
Why do I hate myself? When I should love myself? Why are these things happening in a revovling circle.

[Eris]

Come on, we all have our down moments. Your may be stronger than others, but from what I understand, so are your up moments. Just be strong, and try to look at things from the bright side. You can affect how you feel alot by concentrating on the good parts.

[wolf-on-the-hunt]

Ackh No I Said I Was Sorry Dont You Can Do It Plz Ill Talk To You Pm Me Im Here Dont Go And Do Something Dumb Plz Plz Im Begging You I Can Try To Help Plz Plz Plz Just Give Me A Chance I Didnt Mean To I Didnt Mean Too Im Sorry Im Sorry Plz Im Sorry

[DemonToaster]

The fight is never over. No matter how bleak it may look, there is always light. Light to guide you through bad times. I know, I've been where you're at, but it can be helped.

[Princely Dreaming Doll]

It just hurts thats all. It all hurts. Its no ones fault its my own fault. I'm curse. I'm a monster. I shouldn't have been burden to this world. I should have never wanted to be this world.
I hurt everyone. I swear I'm a monster. I'm worthless so worthless. I'm a worm with no spine.
I'm a monster.
I'm merely only took human shape bleaking and hiding my emotions.

[Sailor Lunar Eclipse]

Please I'm sorry I didn't mean to make you mad... I really didn't. See I was right all I do for you is cause you problems. I'm sorry. It's might fault, you shouldn't be doing this to yourself. It';s not healthy, please listen...
I didn't mean to...
But I did and for that, do what ever you want...
I am truely sorry...
Stop saying that you are a monster
you promised me you would stop doing that, now stop!
Please...

[~*~Hikarun~*~]

-.-

killing yourself is the cowards way face it like man! think about your girlfriend(if you have one) think about your friends. think about what you are throwing away!!!!

[wolf-on-the-hunt]

no no im the monster your not c'mon you can do it just talk you wil feall better plz you dont deserve this pain you cant be that bad im here i want to help i didnt mean what i said im the stupid worthless one not you get up fight you can do it dont give up im telling you im here i want to help plz plz just tell me what i can do plz....

[Eris]

It just hurts thats all. It all hurts. Its no ones fault its my own fault. I'm curse. I'm a monster. I shouldn't have been burden to this world. I should have never wanted to be this world.
I hurt everyone. I swear I'm a monster. I'm worthless so worthless. I'm a worm with no spine.
I'm a monster.
I'm merely only took human shape bleaking and hiding my emotions.

The fact that you can feel bad proves that you are not a monster. It makes you human.

[DemonToaster]

I've been where you're at right now. You can get through this. Never give up the fight.

[Yamanaka_Ino]

Oh, c'mon. Everything hurts, and i know how you feel. I kinda feel the same way...so why don't you pm me about it, we can discuss it...if ya want to.

[wolf-on-the-hunt]

yes we are here to help just let tell us what we can do theres got to be something....ummm o.k. how about a uh joke how many social butterfly does it take to screw in a light bulb

3 one to screw in the light bubl and 2 to tel them how good they look

...does that help at alll?

[Princely Dreaming Doll]

And this is Judus's mother. Judus will be fine.
He just need to rest. I'm sorry for what he has done on your site.
Please Excuse me as I tell he will be fine and girls no need to be scared. I monitor everything he does and so I know Sailor Lunar Eclispe is his online girlfriend no need you have done nothing wrong.
Some one forgot to take their meds today thats all.
~Judus's Mom~

[Eris]

And this is Judus's mother. Judus will be fine.
He just need to rest. I'm sorry for what he has done on your site.
Please Excuse me as I tell he will be fine and girls no need to be scared. I monitor everything he does and so I know Sailor Lunar Eclispe is his online girlfriend no need you have done nothing wrong.
Some one forgot to take their meds today thats all.
~Judus's Mom~

Well, I'm relieved to hear that things sorted themselves out :-)

[Sailor Lunar Eclipse]

um i guess that should make me feel better...
but i'm still worried...
Please be ok FallenBabyDoll...

[DemonToaster]

... Not this again. Well at least what I saw won't come true...I hope. Maybe he does need to rest. I remember when I went through that stage.

[Storm Strife]

And this is Judus's mother. Judus will be fine.
He just need to rest. I'm sorry for what he has done on your site.
Please Excuse me as I tell he will be fine and girls no need to be scared. I monitor everything he does and so I know Sailor Lunar Eclispe is his online girlfriend no need you have done nothing wrong.
Some one forgot to take their meds today thats all.
~Judus's Mom~

No harm done at all. Some people feel like this at some stage in their life. Thankfully he has someone that'll look after him.

[wolf-on-the-hunt]

oh man i still feall guilty i hope he's o.k. i just cant stand that i did this to him oooooooh im the monster plz plz oh forgive me im sorry all ready

[Yamanaka_Ino]

Oh really? So it's just a stage? I'm interested, if only because im bored.

[~*~Hikarun~*~]

No harm done at all. Some people feel like this at some stage in their life. Thankfully he has someone that'll look after him.

or so we think

[wolf-on-the-hunt]

WHAT NOO!!! he wouldnt lie about that would he?!? oh man im such a dunce..

[~*~Hikarun~*~]

maybe its more then just a stage we'll just have to stay and find out.

[Crimson Phoenix]

Okay FBD.. SNAP OUT OF IT NOW! You have friends here who worried about you! Sorry if this is too forcefull but you need a dose of reality pally. no more of this "I'm a monster" talk. If anyone here has ever been a monster, then it was me because I've been down a more depressing road than you can imagine, and yet here I am ... even though I used to shove everyone away, was rude to everyone who tried to get close, and just simply was a complete *******, I'm still around, even though I tried to take my own life more than fourteen times! There are people who trust my judgement, people who take my advice, and others who just like me because of what I am right now... I am a person who likes to help people to STAY AWAY from the place in Hell I've been to. And I'll tell you now pal, you are heading in the same direction I have been to. Its no fun, and theres no one there to comiserate with. Listen to those you call FRIENDS, because we are here to HELP you anytime you need it.

Although I'm glad to hear that you'll more than likely be feeling better next time your here, you scared me for a minute there...

[DemonToaster]

It won't last long. Three of my friends died and I thought about it, but nothing I tried ever worked, so I decided to change my ways...completely.

[SGI]

Well of course he got over it. He got the attention and consolation from all of you. I have seen this sort of post countless times, and now the cynic in me sees them for what they are, a cry for attention to boost ones ego.

I know some of you are going to tell me how mean I am, but seriously. Not ONCE have I ever seen one of these kinds of post to be legitimate. Remember people, the first rule of the Internet. Accept NOTHING at face value.