My friend Nick has been gone for about a week. Last time I talked him we was contemplating his death, and I didn't think he would. Now I'm starting to think otherwise. He said that if he was going to commit suicide he wouldn't tell me so I wouldn't be too sure, and I've been to his house, not there. Called, not there. And the last time I talked to him he was crying the whole time. God, I don't know what to think.
Yes, Nick is a very depressive person. He cries himself to sleep everynite and his girlfriend treats him like crap. His life was a mistake. His mom had him on accident, not wanting to get pregnant. And he always put a smile on and made the best for others. He's the nicest person I know. And also the most depressed. But it didn't show at all when he was in a normal happy mood. But inside he hurts. He told me that the worst thing about it is that he was a nice guy all his life, and that he didn't deserve it. And I agree with him, he doesn't. He deserves a great life, and he gets this.
And now, I feel sad.. and worried.