I use to have several hopes and dreams that I hoped one day I would accomplish but now I know no matter how hard I try I will never have the strength to accomplish all those hopes and dreams. I gave up on everything so now those shattered hopes and dreams are gone and because I have stopped trying to accomplish those shattered hopes and dreams. I have nothing left to believe or even love. After you fail at those hopes and dreams you can't build up any new ones. I guess I am still as big of a loser as I was in my younger years. My life has no meaning so I wonder why was I ever created and put on this earth because I no longer have any hopes and dreams. I guess when I am gone this world will be better off without me and I know that nobody will care when I am gone because they didn't then and they won't now. I guess this girl was never meant to be born,loved or put on this earth so now this girl with shattered hopes and dreams must once again suffer from her pain.