cheer me up T_T pls

[ShinNatsume]

last night where I'm with my love
then hes friend came first I'm happy
talking to before that guy came
but when this guy came he
kiss her lips to lips
they know I'm there but they made me jealouse
did'nt make any move just watching on television
I feel those too are sweet they kiss each other
hug each other
I dont look at them but I feel them
I'm feeling that I'm burning like a hell inside
what can I do her father knows that guy
me doesent know me much
there been together 4 years we begun 2 years
I thinking things that make it positive
that guy is my friend I don't want too hurt anyone
thats why I don't make any move at all
sometimes I remember them that they are together
everytime I remember that makes me cry makes me crazy
why this supose to happen I love her so much
I give all my life for her I don't expect her too return
all the favor i gave to him but do i realy have to
feel this pain

[Zedekiah]

# Your audience gives you everything you need. They tell you. There is no director who can direct you like an audience.
# It is well, when judging a friend, to remember that he is judging you with the same godlike and superior impartiality.
# You must have the devil in you to succeed in the arts.
# If you modestly enjoy your fame you are not unworthy to rank with the holy.

[Himura Enishi]

ahhhhhhhhhh, your poor, poor English makes my brain hurt. From what I gathered though, your girlfriend found another guy and is dumping you, you cry about it, and your seeking comfort in an online forum, which is kinda sad in a pathetic sense.....

[Darkshadow]

Im Srry That Happened!!!!!!!!!!