I have a some what vague glimpse of life, although I am still to young to yet understand the major comlexes that God has some how thrown in. Perhaps all of us are simply voices within a crazy man's head, or perhaps we're all falling under the catagory of worthless subjects in God's great plan for the universe, I dunno, there are many options out there. Call me crazy or even heretical if ya want, I don't mean to offend I'm Christan myself, but somethimes even I am confused to as what God is or even why humans are alive. Soemtimes I even see myself have vague ideas of destroying this useless civilization, humans are alow worthless creatures, then again I am half asleep right now and suffering from watching to much Serial Expriments Lain and Evangelion...I have no grasp on reality anymore and certainly no grasp on myself. That's why I have put up this post in order to save myself some much needed searching and certainly time on waisting my sanity on comtemplating such menial matters while I sort out my plans for world ditruction.