I think I have bipolar depression. Sometimes I feel really happy. But for almost all of the time, I feel extremely depressed and lethargic. I am so depressed and lethargic that I spend much of my time lying in bed, not being able to do anything. I spend all day on the Internet, looking and downloading porn ...that's the only thing I got the energy to do. I sometimes watch anime, but I don't get much enjoyment out of it. In fact, I hardily get any enjoyment out of doing anything...I dropped all of my classes for this semester because of the amount of time I was wasting posting on forums and looking at porn online. I feel like a total loser all the time. I feel even more depressed that I got banned from A4. I don't want anyone to make condescending remarks to me right now, because I feel extremely depressed and unhappy all of the time. I have problems falling a sleep...I typically sleep at 5 to 6 am every morning. And I don't wake up until 2 to 3 pm in the afternoon. My sleep cycle is totally out of whack. I also eat and drink compulsively. What should I do to make myself feel better and become productive once again? I want to be able to start taking courses next semester, finish university and start a productive and happy career.