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Yeah I felt like this, for sure. My ex boyfriend emotionally and verbally abused me for three and a half years and I literally felt like dying.... but however I can relate to you in ways. I felt like my boyfriend was going to be the one; the one and only and shortly afterwards he broke up with me. After awhile I started to get over him & I started to feel better. The pain he put me through is still there but I'm over him for sure and I'm glad I'm no longer with him anymore. It's different from what you've been through but it's pain for sure and I know it can suck. You will get over it eventually, it may take awhile but overtime the pain with subside and the pain will no longer be there. The heartache is the worst but I'm sure I don't have to tell you that since you're going through all of it. ~Lots of big hugs for you~ and feel free to pm me if you need someone to talk too.
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My Wi-Fi, it's gone out . . .
Sure, its not very often though. I'm not really creative so i'm not THAT good with dyeing stuff. But every now and then i tend to choose a new hair color and dye it into that.
I got pics if needed!
Yep, few times.
I have Recurrent Brief Depression. I get the thoughts sometimes during my episodes but it's generally Melancholic - not suicidal.
weird how we have a gland in our brain that makes up forget stuff so we can funtion properly and not go totaly crazy. the funny part is we remember the bad stuff in life a little better than the awsome stuff. i would tell you to just focus on happyness and find someone better for you
I'm sorry to hear about getting your heart broken, Tony. I don't really have any advice as to how to mend the wound, but that's only because my previous girlfriends still haunt my mind and memories, so I haven't really gotten over any of them. So I'd be the last person in a position to give a solution, but the empathy and sympathy of the ones that have responded here are something you should definitely take to heart. I'm not sure if you have or not yet, but just remember that you'd be missed if you did do something to yourself. A lot of people would be heartbroken in turn too. I know this because my late sister sat down with me and explained the exact same thing to me when I was suicidal and cutting myself deeper than I probably should have, not to mention some overdose attempts, but my family has a history of high tolerance as far as drugs and prescriptions and whatnot go. So I basically just slept in a semi-coma for 3 days each time. I don't do it anymore though. It took me a while to realize it, but I've become aware of how much my friends mean to me and how sad they'd be if I did succeed and continued. I'm trying to better myself, but I'm on my own. It's a long road that way. Having support always helps though. And that, combined with time, as the others have said, just might allow you to turn that bleeding hole in your heart to a scar. A scar to learn from. I know my own is riddled with scars, but if I lost my virginity to someone that left me,I think that would rip my heart in two down the middle. I'm just really sorry something like that happened to you. I wouldn't wish that kind of pain/depression on anyone.
And not to pull your halo down, around your neck and tug you off your cloud,
but I'm more than just a little curious how you're planning to go about making your amends to the dead.
Your halo slipping down to choke you now.
Death is soo finite where as life is full of near endless possibilities. This simple fact is enough to prevent me from even considering ending my life early. I can see you posted this thread about 5 months ago and I hope your in a better place now (better place emotionally not umm dead).
All the world will be your enemy, prince with a thousand enemies, and when they catch you, they will kill you... But first they must catch you.
I am truely sorry for your loss. I think that since you were still in the Honeymoon phase of dating it seems a little hard I think that as well when I look back at my relationship with my wife. We have been married for 9 years now and together for 11, but that does not mean life does not send bumps in the road. Just take it as a grain of salt. I don't want to discourage you in any way, but there is someone out there looking for you they could be someone really close and you just don't know it yet. I hope that you are able to get back on your feet and find that person you have so much love for.
Due to the op finding our lord and savior, Arthur van humpenstuph, he's requested this to be locked.
Lol j/k. Though he did ask for the closing due to the events that caused the thread are over and he has moved on. Goodjob, @Tony !
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