I like BL.
I like BL.
Something that I ponder:
Whenever I've started watching a TV show or movie from the beginning lately, I've been wondering about something. The opening always shows us an overview of the world in which we are watching. And then, conflict occurs. Things fall out of place and things get crazy, all after we were introduced into the mix. I feel as though, us, as an audience, are almost like invaders, or some combustible element that doesn't mix with the fictional universe we have immersed ourselves in.
I dunno, maybe I'm just thinking about it too much. Maybe it's because I've been watching gritty shows like Nip/Tuck and Breaking Bad lately. But yeah.......*shuts up*
Ummm some stuff about me :3,
I tend to be really shy sometimes, like almost paranoid shy.
An obsession I have is sweets! Like I eat a lot of ice cream, I'm surprised i'm not a billion pounds :D
I am depressed and well apparently I have ADHD, but no one notices either of them ironically enough -.-
I really like massages, like, I would be one of those cats that follows you around all the time and meows for pets.
I really really like pineapples.
I'm scared of spiders. D:
I used to have a really bad speech impedement when I was younger where I used to crack by s's; it would sound like I was about to spit...really weird. Anyways, I had to do to a speech therapist and she said I would probably have it for my whole life...I was cured within a year...
Anyways I am highly consious of my speech even now and sometimes I have to pause randomly in the middle of a sentence to work out exactly what I am going to say and how I'm going to say it. It can be kind of awkward in speeches in class, as people don't know I had the problem when I was younger!
Sometimes I will randomly rap the stuff I say. Cuz I am a gangsta in every way. Thug life.
I sold my soul to 9gag.
I am addicted to any food that is sour-sweet. I love dark chocolates and I don't take a small bite in every bite, I often glomp down the whole bar all at once.
I have this habit to tap my toes to whatever rhythm there is. Bad music, good music, street noises, dubstep(ohhh nooo). I tap them even unwillingly because when I'd realize, I would've been tapping them for the past half hour. Yikes.
I never comb my hair unless I had to go somewhere very fancy. My hair length goes til below my chest, and is very thick and fluffy.
I often wear what I wear as pajamas to school.
I smell like goat's milk even when I hadn't had a bath for the whole day.
I have a fetish for long, thin fingers. Like a guitarist's fingers, or a pianist's.
I tend to think that I'm a gay male rather than a straight female, because mostly what I do or think, I find myself quite slanted towards male traits, rather than a female's.
Guilty pleasures: milk chocolate,warm chocolate cake, warm apple pie and ice cream...i have a lot of guilty food pleasures i suppose lol
Fetish: big breasts (yes this again, i have seen it said in the thread a million times now) i like to have something to play with. but that doesn't mean im limited to that because i like small breasts too >.< as long as other things are to my liking. Also Asian girls is another of my fetishes
strange obsessions I always tend to take the situation going on and daydream in my head with it. Like if im sitting eating dinner for example and i will day dream and think what if i just picked up this knife and started playing darts with it by throwing it at the wall. random crap like that... other than that i cant think of anything else id say for this.
how i dress I like shorts even though i cant always wear them. basketball shots or cargo shorts. t shirts or polos. i have a lot of polos
darkest secrets I'm afraid of heights (like seriously i would ball my eyes out kinda afraid). i have Dysthymic disorder and am easily depressed randomly obviously. I've had a bottle of alcohol and a cocktail of different pills hidden together somewhere (for a long while now) if i ever wanted to kill myself
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You r strange obsession; same bro. It's kindof entertaining though right? Like in class i would think up random as scenarios and play them out like a story. For example; stabbing my pencil on my paper will triger me to space out about playing five finger pealet with the whole class and me being the champion. And them i win a golden pencil or somthing. Almost always following my daydream, i laugh because they're always funny like that. XD So naturaly everybody looks at me with confusion... Making it even more funny, ahahahaha!
I'll also think of a really unfunny joke and be hysterically laughing to myself sometimes...I think people on trains are scared of me.
I dont think i can beat the one before me. Guilty Pleasures: People watching and getting really drunk.
Fetishes: The female bum again a perk of people watching.
Strange Obsessions: Reading peoples fascial expressions.
A Unique Characteristic about Yourself: Depending on my mood im either very energetic and funny or just quiet and funny (that was the best i could)
How You Dress: Smart casual.
Something That You Ponder Often: How things get their names.
Deepest Darkest Secret: Dont really have one, but i have been arrested for drunken disorderly was very funny.
And now for my curious fact: I was did the background voice acting for the BBC film Birdsong that got BAFTA nominated for background noise.
Wow! I also conjure up a lot of hypothetical situations that do indeed involve my current surroundings and play it out in my head to see how it will possibly end. :)
I usually do this thing if I'm thinking of doing something randomly reckless like running on the outside of a tall building. But moreso than that, if I'm worried I'm around people who have the potential to hurt me, I'll pan out a potential dangerous situation to figure out how to best come out on top in the end.
I crush more on anime characters than I do on actual boys.
I think anime characters with long hair are hot.
I like to make props.
I like to swordfight.
I like girls, cats, hugs, and fireworks.
I like cheesecake.
Fetish: I don't think I have one.
Phobia: I'm afraid of heights when I think about it, but when I am actually somewhere high, I feel excited.
Darkest secret: I like ecchi?? Okay maybe not so much a secret since I openly express my interest.
I can think they are cute, or cool looking. But never hot/sexy.
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[QUOTE=Explorer Oak;2685306]And i think you are crazy! There are so many studds out there, how could you resisist? Hahahaha! I'm joking. I actuly can't relate to people when they say the word "hot" when describing anime characters. I'm not talking about you, but in general. QUOTE=]
Ok I find them attractive and more caring than guys in real life. And I'm comparing them to the guys I've met in real life not any one on here. Your all amazing people.
I like to wear baggy clothes for some reason (Super Comfy)
I suck at spelling
Im accually never serious
Im EXTREMELY kind
I have more but I forgot and im too lazy to type anymore
Fetish: None (I think)
Phobia: None (I think)
Darkest Secret: I dont really know but I think im an M... :D even though im kind and stuff lol
I can go on fasting for a whole week while functioning adequately. I didn't know that about myself until many years ago.
hum... facts... let me see...
Guilty Pleasures: I like to use my acting skills to trick people on serious stuff ahah
Strange Obsessions: being sarcastic
A Unique Characteristic about Yourself: I don't really cry much.. people ask me constantly how come i'm allways laughing or smiling. LOL i'm kinda proud of that tough. I only get allong with people that have interesting personalities(don't get me wrong I can get allong with everyne but i only find interest in those sort of people xD) I don't really like people touching me ... it kinda freaks me out.Hugs let me uncomfortable most of times Most people feel like knowing me because of my eyes.. weird huh? xD
How You Dress: casual: jeans, jackets or t-shirts, dc shoes\habitat\all star , I usued to tie up my hair but now I have it short xD
Something That You Ponder Often: what peoples daily life is and what are they thinking(some people are really simple to 'read' btw XD)Deepest Darkest Secret: I don't have one :b really
curious fact:Sometimes I disapper and people wonder were I am... obviously I never told them that I'm usualy on the top of the hill that sides my house LOL and when i hear them calling: i simply ignore xD and aside from that most people don't know that I actually am a quite observant person so I usually picture everything that is surounding me (people and space)
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I also think about others lives pretty often. Whenever i walk past sombody on the street, i'm always wondering things like, "i wonder what that person does at home" or "i wonder if this person was satisfied with his childhood". Bahahaha, random stuff like that. X)
I'm scared of dogs. I've been attacked on 3 separate occasions and will do almost anything to get away from them. I've tried to get over this fear for a few years now but the only time I get close to solving the solution is when it's a small dong... witch I've never been afraid of...
haha thank you thank you xD and yeah ikr? I wonder about that all the time I mean... i know what i do everyday and i can guess what some people do everyday (like closest friends and such) but people I don't know, i mean I wonder if their daily lifes differ from mine that much x3
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šOš YOU STALKER!!!!!!!!! *hides* DON'T COME NEARRR ME! *takes out rubber hammer" I'LL HIT YOU!
jkjk I know the felling, fortunatly for me- i don't wonder about things like that that much since i'm from Pt and most people that I know from forums are like... from philines or america, germany ...etc etc haha