redtear
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I love the cold weather but not the extremely cold weather. My ideal winter conditions is -10 with snow. Lol the cold won't stop me from working. Run away from a swarm of bugs, waving your arms in the air as you run while yelling: BUGS! BUGS! They're all OVER ME!!!! lol That's exactly what I imagine will happen to me sooner or later in the summer. I would actually squish a bee with the nearest object nearby. Could be my purse, a book, my tablet....what ever I can find that can squish it. lol A napkin won't do. OMG. I would have thrown the sandwich and run away. I think that would be my worst nightmare finding a bug in my food. No, the caterpillars stayed caterpillars. Wish they would have turned into butterflies. That would have been a pretty sight to see.

Haha part 1,2,3. Self-confidence is one of many things that I will keep even if I ever get into a relationship. I agree. They didn't love in the first place, they only thought they did. So do I. However, first "relationship" is only a "test" an "experience". I wish to find the truth as much as you do. I thank you for your opinions when we share and disagree on some. That is perfectly normal. Thank you also for your advices.

4: I don’t know, though. I do hope to finish them some day – that would be nice. I am not sure if I will ever have anything published, either. That would be really neat, and would feel fantastic and amazing though – holding the printed and published copies in my hands. That would be great! But, I am currently focusing on other creative ventures, and just writing in my free time. Ha-ha! *Smiles*

3: I don’t know if I would call raw stories conceptional or “naïve,” but they are definitely personal, and I believe that is what I love about them. They do tend to differ quite a bit from the edited versions of themselves, I find.
*Laughs* Nah, the way that I write doesn’t show that I am a great writer. lol! Or at least I don’t think it does. But, thank you for saying that it does – that is very kind of you. ^ ^’
I write about a bunch of different things. I do not focus too much on one genre, but if I had to choose one that I liked writing, it would have to be a mixture of science fiction, romance, and the supernatural (which I classify under science fiction).
It doesn’t bother me to have unfinished works on my laptop, because in my head, I am finding a way to knit the stories together into a series of stories.

2: Yeah, there were a lot of sick kids, on constant bases. But that is to be expected from little ones. *Laughs* Being a teacher would be fun, and if life does not go the way that I would like it to, it is on the top of my back-up plan list. Hehheh ^ ^’ You want to be a professor? That’s neat. The friend that I was talking about earlier wants to do the same. Interesting how you two have so much in common. It is kind of mind blowing, actually…
God, I love to read! *Laughs* I mean when you need to force yourself to read (like for classes and such), it might be a bit difficult to get into, but I find that after a while, it becomes rather enjoyable to me. :]
Maybe I can. Ha-ha! ^ ^’
And you can recommend me some anime, if you would like to. I don’t mind when. I am always up for lists of things. *Laughs*

1: Any time. *Laughs*
You are pretty difficult in that sense. Hehheh I have a friend who thinks the same exact way in pertinence to their world view, and they way that they do not really accept things without questioning them – we do not talk all too much anymore, but we are still friends. He is obsessed with truths, and questions everything. We fought a lot because of it, and he always had a tendency to make things more difficult than they needed to be, but we always found some grounding and level that we were able to communicate on.
I think it would be pretty cool to be able to go around to many different universes and find different truths – it would be very interesting, and highly enjoyable, to say the least.
That is definitely an interesting way to look at things…

I think it would be fun to swim with bull and tiger sharks. I want to feed them at the bottom of the ocean and touch them. That could be fun. I live too far south for Polar Bears to live here. lol I haven't gotten close to moose, deer or elk in the wild. I got to pet a baby deer at the zoo once. It was so cute. Moose and elk will attack when they feel threatened. I know my sister's dog got charged at. It was really intriguing to see. I know that their is a difference in appearance but that's all I know. They are about the same size roughly. It would be dangerous to meet a cougar out in the woods. Cougars are pretty large. I think their paws are about the size of either small or regular sized dinner plates. About the size of a cheetah with more bulk but smaller than a lion. Coyotes would run. A wolf may attack. Bears may attack and cougars may attack. Wild animals are unpredictable. :3

I've walked in -30 degree Celsius weather. The distance wouldn't bother me that much. I don't like bees much because I've gotten stung by them and wasps and I run like a sissy girl away from them when I hear their buzzing sound. lol If I had a bee come into my apartment, all hell would break loose. I know one came through the bus window once and I tensed up terribly and was about to scream. I squish the bee. No remorse from this lady. lol It was pretty crazy. The bottom of our house was completely covered with caterpillars. Our house is brown and it was black. lol It was so gross. Like, the trees were black too and trees can be an off grey/brown/light black color. I really want to dive with whale sharks. I think they are stunning animals. I would definitely cage dive with great whites. They are very dangerous.

Never give up! I believe that you'll be able to do it. That, i am aware. "Love". It is indeed complicated and it's more of a "like" emotion i feel. True, but if i feel that possibly "same attraction", wouldn't it still affect me? And, really, i have studies to do and i just don't have the time for relationships anyways. It just makes me feel lonely when i see lots of couples walking around like they're the center of the universe. Plus, having more guy-friends then gal-friends it just makes it even more complicating. That is one thing that i can't find inside myself when i meditate; love and its purpose. I only see chaos and sorrow. Well, more often than not. But is it a bad thing to think of someone you might like?

just the math part its soo difficult lol