<@BeYond_tHe_GraVe@>
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i know i might be dumb sometimes but give me some credit. why would i say a wierd comment like that and then deny it. Skype isnt Instant messenger. you cant call more than one person at a time. and besides i dont have skype to talk to anyone else. JUST YOU. i just wish you would answer when i call or at least give me a chance. this whole situation is ****ed up and it really wasnt me. I can tell you if would have found who it was that was on my skype i probably would be in confinement right now. i even walked the line of computers where i was on before to check screens and see if i could catch someone but i was too late. whoever it was had already been bumped off when i was able to log on. I LOVE YOU JEN. you know that. or at least you did up until this happened. **** my karma sucks. what is it that i do that keeps throwing me in this **** storm everytime i turn around?

I really wish you would answer my calls. I guess this just figures though. One week before I come home and everything goes to ****. All the progress we made for nothing...just to end up right where we were. My ****ING LUCK. You know, I'm sorry i was a dumbass and probably left my skype logged on. I was just kind of eager to talk to you. I just forgot about it...i guess it just seems like an easy thing to do for me. Having to jump from computer to computer all the time. well i really dont know what more to say to you except, i'm sorry. i'm not sure what happened but i can tell you it wasnt me saying that. I was barely logged on let alone able to send you a message at that point. i just wish you would take a step back and not be angry with me. i didnt do anything wrong beside maybe be a forgetfull dumbass. i dont work so hard at working out our problems to just throw it away. you mean more to me than that...much more. i'm not that much of an idiot

no mama it wasn't me. I don't know what that was all about. someone must have signed on to my skype on the last computer i was using or i accidentally left it logged on. I dont know what happened but i swear i'm not lying here. how could it have been me when that message was sent at 9:59 and i didnt connect with you after i got off the phone with you until 10:04? i tried connecting with you 4 times...that's why the first thing i said when i got on was "finally". I had 3 failed call attempts. It was wierd, like the line was busy. I'm not making this up jen. I tried connecting with you. and the calls failed. Whoever you were talking to, it wasnt me. And besides just look at the words, the way they were said. Very unlike me. I know i would say that comment but not the way it was said.

Youre just unbelieveable.. I knew it was you the whole time. You just sealed the deal acting like an idiot, instead of tring to smooth it over you made it worse. I hope youre happy.

I love you my queen. Well I thought I would try to cut out the phone call first and hope you were logged on but no luck. I'm enrolling in some college courses right now. Looks like I'm going to take Visual Arts, World Literature I and World Regional Geography. The semester doesn't start until after I get back from leave so I dont have to stress it now. Good thing. Anywho, I actually need to get a copy of my old Texas Tech transcript because I've already taken a bunch of the courses that are being listed as requirements (like biology, psychology, sociology, composition I/II), i should be able to get those added as credit. Well I'm gonna try at least. Anyways love. I'm about done here so I'm gonna go call you so I can hear your beautiful voice. I love you my queen. You are my everything, my heart, my life, the other half that makes me whole. DON'T YOU EVER FORGET THAT!! I REMAIN FAITHFULLY FOREVER YOUR LOVER & KING>Ron

hello my queen...we'll i'm glad the girls had a good time at the party. I can see by your comments you aren't too crazy about cookie cutter neighborhoods...so if we do decide to stay for a bit we are going to have to get a place somewhere on the outskirts huh? No complaints here. Houses are much nicer out there. I miss you too love. So much. You don't know how much I think about you. About being with you. I miss the quiet time we spend together. I just miss being near you. Close to you, feeling you run your hands over my head. You paralyze me when you do that, it's so soothing. If you want to talk about happy places, that is probably mine. I think of a better feeling that laying my head in your lap and enjoying you touching me the soft way you do. You have a very distinct feel to the way you touch me. I miss that so much. I just hope you dont see all that as wasted time. That is some of my favorite time together. It really brings peace to my heart...

Hey love, how are you doing? I hope youre doing good today. Im alright, couldnt sleep so I did my zumba 20min workout.. and now I need to cool down and get my heart beating normal, so I decided to jump on here and leave you a lil message. I cant wait to be able to see you on skype. I miss your smile.. I love you so much babe. Im ever more so excited to have you home again soon. To be able to hold you and touch you. ^.~ The birthday party was fun. The girls had a good time playing, I got to see what oak grove homes look like lol.. its funny the neighborhood looked just like ours.. as in the houses. Its crazy.. and makes this area both KY and TN pretty boreing and.. so cookie cutter. But yeah. Well Imma let you go my love. Take care my king, Ill be thinking about you. Night night!!

*poke poke poke*... "Hey Peter.. Peter.. GET ON!!!" hahahahaha!! I love you baby

I love you Andrew, so much. I cant tell you enough just how much I miss you. Please take care my King, until tomorrow.. keep your head down and your spirt up. I love you Ron. Always and forever yours.. Jen

.. I told them that we would be able to see you on the computer soon and Rosetta got rediculously exicted. They understand that youre away at work which is good for them. Youll always been the main man in their life.
The thought of your heart beat lulling me to sleep is so.. inviting. I cant wait for that first night, having you home for your R&R.. even if its only for two weeks.