thnx i greatly appricate it sorry my speeling is really bad
I read everything you said, I was trying to piece together what you had said and listen. I genuinely want to listen to you and help you feel better.
I will not yell at you, I will not tell you what to do or to grow up. All I will do is listen, ask questions, to understand you and help you understand yourself and your situation.
I really dont want you to end your life or even feel the need to, I cant sit by and watch someone like you blatantly ask for help and not doing anything about it.
So I offer you my help. Next time if you want to talk, do it in PM, its better that way.