I think that the admins recognize it though, and many others as well, that I have changed and am not the same person I was last time around. I've "seen the light" so to speak, and I think others are beginning to take notice.
Doesn't matter what you start doing. There's no coming back from that. You have three years of ill will built up. Not likely to come back from that.
When I came back I started making good threads. As you notice I'm not posting a lot. That's because I don't have a lot good to post right now. I used to think that to be a good member I had to post at least SOMETHING every day. But then when I ran out of things to post, I ended up posting spam. I'm changed now. I'm only going to post when I have something useful to contribute. THAT is why you probably have noticed a lot fewer posts coming from me lately.
Lol, calling yourself a good forum member after having spammed the forum with porn. Yeah, pretty sure you lost all right to call yourself that after doing something like that.